Drank a cup o' reality at 3:47 p.m. on Friday, Oct. 22, 2004
There is this entry inside of me itching to get out. It is all about where things have been left with Mr. Math. I'm just not ready to write about it yet- sorry. I think that mainly I'm not ready to write about it because there is so much that I don't understand about it... there are all of these unfinished and unexplained feelings and facts. Suffice to say that, for the time being, everything on his side and mine is on ice. I think that we are at the same place- there is a conversation to be had, yet neither of us wants to have it knowing that there is only one way it can turn out in October. We are teachers after all. So- we're on ice while I figure out what I want.
For the record- what I want is still him.
In the meantime, I am on a quasi- vacation with Mary in Duluth. Interesting to vacation with her- she is in a desperate funk and her smoking and insomniac sleep habits create an even more interesting dynamic. But, we are out of town... and that is a good thing! I love Duluth- the lake, the mist, the feel of Up North- but next year I need to get myself a cabin. Because while the hotel is nice... I am craving a crackling fire and a view of the lake.
Mary had play practice Thursday AM and has a date with her (hopefully soon to be ex) husband Saturday night. So, what could have been a long meandering vacation has been abreviated. Perhaps next fall I will do this trip solo? Really, I could have driven up here Wedensday evening and stayed until Sunday--
But, company is a good thing. Plus, I've never been good at eating solo.
We are planning on catching a movie this evening. But what I really really want to do is get in the car and drive to Mr. Math's hometown... just to see it. Remind me that is a bad idea!!
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Miss Spunky is:
a 25 year old English teacher currently on an extended adventure in Minnesota, searching for a good man with a big... truck!
I love:
My students, excessive amounts of coffee, Baja Fresh and a good hockey game.
I dislike:
Ignorance, mosquitoes, and people who write in IM and/or grammar so poor that it is clear that they are lazy. IM is LAZY, LAZY do you hear me???